i'll admit it

• i am REALLY bugged about the casey anthony verdict. not guilty?! really jury?!
• i have a lot of fears, like really, i'm a HUGE scaredy cat.
• i'm a think of worst case scenario first before doing ANYTHING kind of person.
• sometimes i do something i wouldn't normally do with some people rather than other people. whoops.
• i'm exhausted, still behind in school, and so stressed.
• i've been a real flake lately. like really, i make plans, then i'm too tired or stressed so i cancel. {please hurry and end semester of hell}
• i'm really bugged i haven't been able to get in the water this semester. {okay so i'm scared of large bodies of water(rivers, lakes, ocean), but this whole my incision isn't healing thing needs to stop so i can conquer that fear}
• i am never happy with the way my blog looks. i usually just have to be sorta satisfied with it, then stop looking at it.
• i can never say no, seriously, i will do something completely out of my way for someone if asked. i need to work on that.
• i hate that i don't really have any girlfriends. i'm the type of girl who would rather be one of the guys, but i'm at the point now where i would love to have a girl best friend that i can spend a lot of time with.
• i haven't been very good at scripture and prayer lately. tonight i'm starting fresh and finishing the BOM pronto.
• i'm ready to be married.
• wait, what?! yep...you read that right. 
• oh, i do love my life, in case you were wondering.
• i had a great 4th of july {which i will post about PRONTO, y'all gotta see my beautiful float}

happy 200th post y'all.

if these all seem like downers to you i apologize. welcome to my life lately. a couple weeks of the semester left, come afternoon of july 23rd and i will be a happier, not so stressed miss lise :)